Hey peoples,

So today during my classes I kept on thinking about whether I could make my boobs twirl tassels in the opposite direction at the same time, or make one tassel spin and keep the other still, lol. I've been a little extra obsessed in Burlesque stuff lately, I just saw "Faster Pussycat, Kill, Kill" a few days ago and I think I got a girl boner for Tura Satana. Her life story is crazy, and I think it's what Quentin Terrentino based "Kill Bill" off of. She was raped by 5 guys when she was like ten, and she eventually hunted all those guys down and beat the crap out of them, she also became a dancer when she was 13, and she would do the boob twirly tassel stuff. I'd love to do Burlesque but there just isn't that much Burlesque stuff going on in Central Illinois.

I get a little tired some times when people say that playboy or porn always objectify women. I don't think a sexually suggestive photo or film actually objectifies women, it's just how people are raised to think about women who show up naked in a magazine or movie. As soon as they see that there's a naked women posing naked in Playboy, they are going to almost automatically think "that woman is being sexually objectified." But why? they volunteered to be in Playboy, no one's forcing them to do it. Some times it's okay to be naked and sexy. No one ever really complains about men being objectified in Pornos or magazines(well at least not yet). I'm also pissed that they got rid of the Playgirl magazine. Well I think we've inherited this attitude from past generations that thought that sexy feelings were bad, especially from women, who were apparently more vulnerable to the suggestions of the devil, so therefore they could seduce and stupefy men with their satanically sexual wiles, even though men were suppose to be the smarter, stronger, and the more logical of the sexes. So we've all been kinda trained to think that people who are expressing themselves more sexually than the accepted norms, are somehow less than human and that they are "objectifying" themselves. I know a lot of people don't feel this way, some times we all just want to have a raunchy good time without worrying that people will think we are skanky sluts(well maybe some times we are and be free to enjoy watching chicks with tits being fucked with dicks, And not think any less of people who do it. So just my $0.02 cents.

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